I'm still on the trail of self discovery... But for now.. i could manage saying these...


Grown up to be a brat.... The realization of self, vitally plays a part in the life of a mere, just self-realized, fallen angel,.... making her.... live her life.... with lots of hurdles.... "girna zyaada.. kam samhalna..!!... and so the brutishness is turned to be a bit..... "girly".
I never mean.. I'm sad.. I never can...... & I just can't control my giggle
In brief:
Sensitive, Ex-cry baby, complicated, love bug, optimistic, nonchalant, bug, Dreamy, talkative chatterbox, kind, vulnerable, bouncy, flick, mix-masala, lucky, choosy, trusty, spiritual, literate, caring, philosophical, detached from emotions to an extent...... and so on....

None knows about anyone.... they just understand the latter's behavior patterns....In other words.. accept them for what they are....Thats where you be yourself....Not judging.. but accepting me.. for what I am..!!!!!!!


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R A J A S H R E E there's nothing wrong with my name. If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.. Cause there ain't any person who knows me.. or perhaps i never let it out... And i believe.. no one knows you more that yourself.. all they can do is.. to understand you...!!! I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It. I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life... I don't mind you judging me.. but keep the verdict for yourself..!!! This is my blog so Click [X] on top... if you hate it...


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The numb legs.. reach the gravity prone floor of the cold house.. with lots of strain... voices of morning chants echoing down her lobes...she sits upright.. perhaps a bit inclined... turns around.. sees the live alarm..waking her with the soft scream, (Moms have this habit of saving the kid from the disciplinarian Dads)..... never tactile.. Orthodox cultures... feels the cozy bed...reaches for the pillow on the other end... places her head onto the softer side...
and here she goes back to her dreams of the whimsical...and yet the painful regrets.. lucidly dreaming... and back to the wonderful world where it is always what she decides...
Thats me..!!!
well.... whatever you understand...!!!



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Think you know me??

Think again... and if you're sure... go ahead... else... Back off!!



I'm just a Mere BIG Bug, that you could never ever had imagin'd of...never met...never heard...
Ok now m fed up of the terminology Bug..!!!
This is Rajashree.. a.k.a Raj..a not so typical teenage gurl.. from an orthodox family.... sometimes seems I'm not a part of it though!!!
I'm basically..... A swinger in moods..( some say otherwise too.. :P )...Can't stay angry or cry for more than quarter to an hour in average....But manages to giggle and keep smiling, for god knows why, 24x7... anger at the tip of the blunt nose... makin it sharper...but cud be jus chill'd like da process of pasteurization... :P
Its just a Hot mixture with sugar...what you take matters...!!!

Don't adjectify me... Find me weird?!?!....Break it straight... I don't act and so i want ORIGINALITY.....Life's a stage.. yeah i agree...We are actors....True... But act.....Just don't over (re)act..!!!! Puhleez...!!

Some great person said.... Life's too short to be someone else... so Be Yourself..!!!!

I'm just what i am... a tomboy.... a non-gurlie gurl dogie....a flypflop chatterbox... a bug.... and so on,... I jus don't care.... Cuz i know It jus dusn' make a difference.....Weirdo...!?!?!

Perhaps.. Uniqueness is also weird... But I just don't say I stand out of crowd.... Its that I'm Unique JUST LIKE OTHERS..!!!

Viola.....That's me in a few words.. oops that's few for me.....
summariz'd... Just another square peg which is now fed up of trying to fit into a round hole and is standing steady on its base..!!!

After wasting precious hours of cry... missing wonderful moments of cheer.... Thinkin of all crap and shit that dwell'd in the past...straining so much for vain... I'm tired of being what you want me to be... so now take me as I'm...

I appreciate your patience and adventure... Thanks for reading my blurbs.. Hope it was of no use as usual... :P



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My Blurb: I'm myself...[:)].......
my life echoes..the sounds of those few i admire the most...my father, my mom..and that holy spirit they're all backed bywithin themselves..and also...myself...within me..I'm everything i wanted to be...My dreams...are what i believe in the most....I'm totally in content with my life..the way it went..the way it goes..and i'm sure...the way it will be too....[:)]i want nothing more...i don't wanna lack any neither...
don't add unless or until you know me...!!



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You think... You expect.. you dream.. you search...
all for some one to care for you, to show you unconditional love,...

you are ready to wait the whole life..
For the one who tells you.."i trust you"

Some one who holds your hand, someone who cuddles you, whose clothes absorb your tear as you bury yourself into their shoulders.

The one who you can share the most weirdest of your whims, the most smallest of your faces, the stupidest question, the deadliest fear..

Some who can tell you what would be the words from your mouth for the next sentence... someone you know is there.. everywhere... no where.. else where... but makes you feel their presence every moment you miss...

Someone who speaks optimistic of you,..pessimistic of your foe, doesn't care what you say as a matter of fact.. you slap them and turn back... get ready for a hug from them..!!!!


well..... TRUE??
if the answer is yeah.. and if you had a smile...
i'm sorry.. you expect too much...
Cause... if you want the above... I'd be the last person in the world who you have to look up to..!!!!


Strangers... please search for yourself.. the SAFEST WAY OUT!!!!